Day 59 (Mothers Day)

Ane Brun has this song about 'daring to love'.i really did. With you. I gave all I got .and some. There's no regret now. Only falling apart sometimes is inevitable. I was trying to explain to @magnanifique the other day that inside my pain there is something of inexplicable beauty. A seed. An embryo. Something that grows. My Tommy vibrates through everything I make. Everything I love. Everything I put my hands on. It be easy to say that Tommy was special. But really, he was durable. Special is overused. durable is forever . Like infinity forever. My dear baby boy, on this Mother's Day: I am thankful that you taught me how to love what cannot be touched. I will always love you. I will always be your mother. 


Estelle Thomson