I missed you tonight. But then, I miss you every night. I did this thing you see. And it was new. And it felt like a milestone in my life. And I wanted to share it with you. Here's the thing. In my heart, I know you were with me this whole time.you were in my words , in my breath's, in my conviction that I am here, alive, spreading my joy and sharing what I love most with people I care deeply about. But here's the thing. The human part of me wanted you home when I came back. In my bed where you usually sleep. But here's the thing. You sleep there still. The roles have changed. YOU are now holding me. YOU are now telling me I am safe. I am held. I am forever loved. By YOU.