Day 36

Day 35 capture your grieve ALONE&TOGETHER  You've heard this before. The holidays are the 'hardest' time to grieve. Holidays are a time of gathering , sharing, loving, giving. It's hard to not be with the one you love. Blah. Blah. Blah. It's hard all the time. Christmas is just another day. I am far from perfect but I try to gather, share, love & give everyday not just during the Christmas hype. At the end of each day, I am always surprise that I did manage to survive without my sweet, soft skinned, wide eyed, giggly boy by my side. Writing, practicing yoga, going about anything hasn't been easy lately. I have been inhabited by the Great Bear. It's asking me to go inside and feel my own inner strength. A call to hibernate. The Hunab Ku says that when we learn to be quiet -like a bear- we can enter the great void. There we find nothing and everything. Digging deep, in this solitude , we find how rich &full we truly are. Tommy is asking me to give up my fears, honor my body& remind me that we are link to the stars above-alone & together all at once. Merry Christmas, friends! Xo##TommyTinkerForever#captureyourgrief #whathealsyourheart #merryxmas #ilovemyboys#bestgigglesever